Always Fight

Always fight for happiness. It is something we create ourselves. It
is the sunshine in the blue sky. It is everything for people.
Something that we really have to work for. We have to create this.
Don’t let this horrible disease kill all aspects of life. All our
happiness. We have to make sure it will never touch our happy and
hopeful side.

Husband

Yesterday my husband got diagnosed with high blood pressure. He
has to go see the Doctor and get meds. We don’t have health plan
right now. It will be rough to pick up all of his meds. I want my
husband healthy and happy. I as usual believe that everything will
be okay. I have a handle on my anxiety attacks. I went from a few a
day to one a day. The Tics tacs are so amazing. Everyone should try
them. I was worried for a bit hat I might need anti anxiety meds. Did
you hear that Copper Breakthrough. Everything is good there. We
have several possible treatment options. So much hope for us. I
still believe that a cure is not far away.

Brother in Testing

I talked to my Brother Gary. He is not afraid of the result that he will
get since we already know he has it. We have all known for quite a
long time. I just hope he does everything good for himself. I know I
call him every time I get huge breakthrough.

Green tea and Pineapple Juice

I am sitting here typing and drinking green tea and pineapple
juice. Antioxidants are so good. The Tic Tics work really really well.
I went and got some yesterday. When I had my first panic attack I
got them and told myself it is anxiety pills. It worked so good. I have
been having them like crazy for the past week. I think this is a good
way without meds to fight it. We need to fight any way we can. In
every possible way.

Fun Day

My husband Trevor is looking into care giving support. He got a
bunch of sheets on it. I am so glad I moved here. We actually will
own a house in one year. After that we will get a dog. In Calgary no
way. It just got too expensive. I went out today with my Mother in
Law Alice and her parents. It was a good time. Her mother has
Alzheimer’s disease. Alice looks after her. I updated my Graphics
Page today. You can find it in my links page.

Stem Cell Network

I was having trouble with my guestbook so I switched it. I added the
counseling aspect of helping mental symptoms on the HD
Information page. I think it is a good idea. They work on everything
mental problem you have. My friend Miranda made some HD songs
for us. We are making a music video for it and distributing it around
the Vancouver area. I believe they can cure any illness. Especially
ours. Our cure could come any day know. I truly feel it. We are just
getting o close to having a big breakthrough. They are working on
several different treatments. They have to find one that works like a
charm. This is stem cell specific site that was sent to me by a friend.

http://www.stemcellnetwork.ca/

Home Now

I am home now. I got home last night. Every time I go home and see
my Mom’s grave. I told her about my website and how positive it is
and about my mission. Every time I am up their Dad gives me
something of Mom's. In the Red Deer newspaper they had a good
article they did on my Mom. I will put it up. I went to my Dad’s place.
My brother Gary was there. I also saw my Grandpa. Gary starts
testing on Dec 5. When he gets his results I will be here. My Dad
will take him to Calgary. I gave him info and support. We are pretty
sure that he has it though. My Dad had us drinking green tea with
30 ml of any citrus juice. If you saw that article then you know why.
It also makes it yummier. It was good to see my Dad. He is the only
family member that is on my site regularly. Before it was online I
sent it to my Dad. We got it worked out. I saw my social worker and
my psychiatrist. In February we will see my everyone again. Even
my neurologist next time. I am pretty sure that next time they will
tell me I am showing symptoms. They have nothing good to say
about Tetrabenazine. When I think it gives a not good feeling in my
tummy. They need to figure out every part of it. I know that 1 third of
people on it get side effects. Wellbutrin is safe though. It will do no
harm like we thought.

More and More updates

These are never ending to me. I made a Care giving page. I also
added more to my story. I went and changed all the colors on the
pages too. Since I have HD. There are things I don't do any more.
That is skateboarding. My hubby BMX's. We are the only
skateboarder and BMX'er couple ever. I am afraid to touch my
skateboard now. He flatlands. I used to snowboard too. I am going
to try this winter, too see if I can still do it. You know what keeps my
happy about losing everything you hold dear. I know that we will
not die. We will get cured. Even though I am young. I have done so
much good with my life. Everything I am accomplished and had
accomplished. That drags me through. Trycreate good memories
for your life to. We will have futures. We just have to get though the
bleak part first. Don’t get dragged into that part. You have to
escape. Otherwise it will always be that way.

Fight With Everything You Got

I have been having hallucinations for the last 2 nights. They were
really scary.I am trying hard to not let it all get to me. I can’t break
down, and let HD rule my life. I always fight hard for a piece of
happiness. Everyone should. Happiness no matter how little can be
great in the end. My husband and I have an advocate now to get us
some benefits.