Monday, June 30, 2008

Stem Cells

Stem Cells Given a 24 million dollar grant. This is amazing for us to find cures with stem cells. I am glad we are getting the funds that we find to find cures. We will be cured by these first. I believe.

Happy Canada Day


Jenny

I am happy today. I changed the Jenny graphic. I did not like it. Fixed it. My meds are working so good. I feeling in contol. I feel less chorea today than before. I have bruises all over from my falls. It is Canada day tomorrow. I wish my family knew what time the meeting is going to happen. I had a bad sleep yesterday. I go see fireworks. I love them. Hope we have a good Canada and a good Independence day. We will celebrate both of our countries, together. Let HD not ruin our happiness on these days. We have life and live like no one else. I have to live with HD. We have to accept HD and move on. We can’t deny HD. We could never move on with our lives. To truly live we have to accept HD. Acceptance means moving on. We can truly live then. Accept HD. We have it. It is in our families. We can’t escape it. We can’t hide forever. We can’t hide our sickness. We can’t hide our genes. The key to happiness is accepting it. In denial you will always live in fear and pain. Why not come into the sunshine. It is nice in the sun. Accepting HD will take us there. We know. We have HD. We can’t let go of that. We also have a life worth living.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

More Updates

I updated my HD information page. I updated the med section.

COQ10

I just confirmed my brother Gary is going into the COQ10 trial. I put that in my HD info page. I was not too sure. I know a hundred percent sure now. I talked to my Dad. I want to join that test. My Dad could not remember the med. The one he was in trials for. I am going to take it up to them when we have the meeting on the fourth. Today my Nurse is sick. They have two others coming in today. They can’t get anyone to come tomorrow. They don’t work Sunday. I feel normal on these meds. Under control. They are working good. I am going to have an HD free day.The last two were bad. I have a hard time standing still. I fall a lot. We are going to get cured soon. I have a feeling about it. I now that we will have a future. This is a temporary distraction, from our real life. From our real future. Nobody has to die anymore. The generations will stop. We can stamp HD out. When we get cured. It will all be gone. When we get cured we will be able to live again. No one has to die. No one has to have HD take their life away. In the next few years it will happen. We don’t have long. Plan your future. Plan your life.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Hope Grows

Today I am having such a bad HD day. I am so sick and exhausted. I have severe brain fog. I was drooling last night. I can’t wait when I go to Calgary and I could be a part of a clinical trail. I am hoping they are accepting people now. I want to do my part in finding research about HD. To find us a cure too. The more people that step up. The sooner we get cured. The need us to get answers. I am more than happy to give them information. We have to find cures. Stand up and be find cures with me. I do believe that all of this research will come through. We will get that cure soon. We will get what we wanted for years. A cure for HD. We can get there. We can get their faster. I will do everything to test for cures that we need. I believe that we will have our lives back. They will comeback HD free. In a few years. We will have our health back. That will happen. My Mom sent me another dream. I died and came back to life. I believe my Mom. I believe in miracles. I believe that we are so due for one too. We are overdue for one. There is so much research. We have little funding. Yet the breakthroughs that are coming through with that funding. They are all amazing. There is so many.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

HD Scan

They made a scanner machine that helps find HD sooner.

Persevere

I volunteered today at the Gleaners. It was fun. I love playing with toys. I have felt a lot more normal now I am volunteering. Yesterday I was with Lucky, I heard engine noises. There were no cars around. Scary stuff. My HD has been better. Yesterday I could not remember much. I was brain fogged. My chorea has been getting worse. Still doing aerobics. Anything to build neurons. Taking Lucky walks every day still too. When the Nurses came they were shocked that Lucky was not barking and mean. He is a good boy. I am fallen in love with my Lucky. I have the hardest time sleeping the past 4 days. Trevor does not get a day off this weekend. Home care will be here all weekend. Nonstop work. We have to do everything we can to hold off HD. We have to fight HD. We need every part of our being that we can preserve. Preserve the memories. Preserve the better times. Preserve the future. Preserve your life. Don’t forget what you have and what you had. What you will have in the future. We will get there. We all have a future. We have to fight for our future. We will get cured and get to our future without HD soon. In the meantime HD should not be an excuse. Live your life. Fulfill your dreams.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Cycle For The Cure

This amazing person is going to cycle for us to have a cure. Sponsor him. He is going all of across the UK. He is doing it all for us. Amazing. A lot of people are doing amazing things to get us awareness and donations.

No Excuse

We have a government advocate again. We are hoping that now we can get benefits. I added something in my family history. My Mom was a secretary before she got sick. Putting up that Jenny Memorial, I am missing her bad. It is hard when th grief is fresh in my families’ mind. She loved Disney and Eeyore. I had fun putting that up for her. I am hoping that my new meds will work. I am feeling a bit better. I took the extra Epival today. Take out the serqiul. I don’t ever want to be on that any more. We are having the meeting on the 4th. We will talk to all of the Doctors. They should all be at the conference. Even my Dad will be on the phone for this. They are uniting all of the Doctors here, Calgary, and Cranbrook. They want to come up with a care plan. Home care will be there too. Today my Occupational therapist got to see what Shirley was doing with me in the morning. They like the plan. I had a healthy day today. Everyone that has HD needs to live their life. When I found out I had the gene my Dad told me not to use it as an excuse. He said my Mom would agree. I have done that exact thing that my Dad and Mom wanted. Don’t ever use HD as an excuse to not do something. To not live your life. To stop all of your dreams. You should use it to build your life. Build something worth fighting for. Build your life with HD. You have one chance. This is it. HD is what we have. We should never let it ruin our life. It should motivate. Instead of making us hate.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Meds

It was a labor of love making that page for Jenny. It was hard. I miss her so much. Today I went to see Dr Walker today. We went to Emergency ward to see him. He wants me back on Zyprexa and he upped my Epival to 3 times a day. The wellbrutin is staying at the dose. On Friday I will see him and he will see how I am doing. I have a blood test on Friday. They want to see my blood levels. So scared. I hate those tests. I hate needles. I had fun at the Gleaners. I got a toy for Lucky there. They won’t make me go up the stairs. I had to go up them so many times. It made my Chorea so bad. It is getting worse and worse. I am losing my balance. I was so scared the last two days. To scared to sleep. I had the day off of home care today. Whenever Trevor is home no home care. HD will try and tear us apart. Our life a part. Our families apart. We have to make sure that we bind together. If we bind together then together we can fight it. We can’t fight HD alone. Together we are all stronger. Make sure HD will not tear us apart, from everything that we hold dear. We have the power inside to defeat HD. Together we can have the power to fight for our lives back. Fight. This is our life on the line. It is worth hanging in for.

Monday, June 23, 2008

HD Run For The Cure

There is a brave man who is doing something amazing for HD. He will run across America coast to coast. He is running for a cure for HD. He is half way through. He also is 72 years old. Amazing that he would do this for all of us. He has a web site if you want to find out more. He is doing good for all of us. Sponsor him too.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Breakdown

It has been hard to fight HD without working meds. I am getting worse. I am up and down all day. Anxious, scared, angry. I feel unmediated. My Dad and Trevor are worried. I have been talking to my Dad every day. My Dad won a local golf tournament yesterday. I do feel like it is me being off the Welbrutin. This is how I felt when Trevor forgot to give it to me.Then on Saturday, I had kind of a nervous breakdown. I could not stop crying. I had hallucinations yesterday. I was so scared. Had trouble sleeping. Fighting HD is hard right now. When it gets harder. The harder we have to fight. It is always worth it. Just one smile is worth it. Just one laugh. My Mom sent us another dream to let me know. We are going to get cured. That is what keeps me going is the fact that we are going to get cured. It will happen. Worth fighting hard for a good life. We need to live our life. Our vehicle is having problems. Needs to be fixed. The past two days I am having bad HD days. Be strong. Be brave. Fight HD back to where it should be. It should not take over our life. Fight it back. Don’t let it take our happiness away. I finally made Jenny’s memorial page. Trevor hooked up the scanner. Hope I did you justice. I never understand why they take the good young ones early. She did absolutely nothing wrong. I baby sat her all the time. Let all of our troubles melt away. She was that. We will always miss you.

Fight For Hope

No matter what task we take up, to help people. There will always be someone standing there trying to slow you from your goals. The more we hang on to changing lives. The more the meaning. Hold on and accomplish what you put out.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Bill

This link will take you to the bill.
Get your rep to vote

More Updates

I added more information to the HD Information page.

Occupational Therpist

Today, I feel so healthy. I hope today will be a good day. My Occupational Therapist dropped by today. She wants to see what happens when my home care worker Shirley is here. She wants to see what I am capable of. Amy is nice too. We have the family conference with all of my Doctors here. We are going to make appointments with our HD team in Calgary. We can’t ever get a hold of my neurologist. We had to go through Loretta my old social worker to get an appointment. We can just stop by and see her when we come. She will talk. Not as a social worker though. I was so scared and hallucinated last night. I was so scared. I had a bad sleep too. I have been getting angrier. My Dad wants us to get off these meds before I have another Cranbrook hospital trip .Let’s learn to love ourselves. Forgive ourselves. We need a reason to forgive ourselves. This is HD. It is not us. We will always be the same person. With HD. We aren’t HD. It is separate from us. It should not be us. My Mom was not HD. She was my Mom. We will always be the same person. Remember us the way were were and are. We are not HD. HD is not close to who we are. We are people first and foremost.

Huge Breakthough

Thursday, June 19, 2008

HD Trials

Sign up for these HD trials. This site you can get HD trials information. I signed up. I like this. I can see what trials I can get in. I put it in my links section.

http://www.hdtrials.org/index.php

Volunteering

I won another site fight. They gave me another award. I had fun volunteering. It was so fun. Made my day. It made me feel normal. It is good. I don’t have to do anything I can’t physically do. I was there for four hours today. I loved working with toys. We also get to play with them to see if they work. On Tues I will work 8 to 10. I want most of the day off to see Trevor. My Nurse will be here shortly. I am loving home care. I am not loving my meds. We are going to get them changed as soon as possible. They are totally turning me into what they are here to stop. I am scared of acting out. It is trial and error. It does affect our marriage. Every error does no good for our marriage. Gary is doing fine. He sounded happy today. In the states you can now get your reps to vote for benefits faster with HD. Come to Canada with that. My chorea has been so bad. I have been falling a lot lately. Total brain fog. I could not remember what I had to say to Shirley. HD is not us. We will always be the way we were before. Fight for our life. We need our happiness and smiles back. We need it. We need to feel happy. It will fight all of the pain away. We can have HD and be happy.
Get a hold of Your Rep.
http://www.govtrack.us/

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Meds

I don’t feel like these meds are doing good. They are making me feeling not good. They make me feel really angry and irrational. They are supposed to stop that. They are totally making it worse. I have been getting worse for the past week. We might get come mental health support here. They would be a worker that could take me out for appointments. Listen to my information about the mental aspect of HD. We have to see if they have the hours. They are almost totally booked. I am still having problems hearing. My Lucky is hating this heat. This is one of the warmest places in Canada. The Okanagan. We are getting that information on the hiking trails here.Tommarrow I start volunteering at the Gleaner’s. I am so excited. They will let me go early if I need it. Start when I want too. Trevor is getting more and more burnt out. They won’t let him have a day off with his new job. He has 7 weeks left, until he can. I have been giving him two nights here he can relax and not worry. Home care has made it easier. We clean the house. Make meals. Let’s live for today. Take everyday and live it fully. Everyday should become a gift to be alive. Live every day like it is your last. This is our life. Our one shot. We do not get another chance at life. Why not love it? Why not live your life, like you should? Never let HD ruin your life. Let it strengthen your right to live. Learn to live. Learn to accept HD as a part of you. A temporary one at that.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

More Hope

This is exciting. A new possible vaccine. This is our year.We will get everything we need to cure HD. HD is real. The treatments and cures are real too. They will bring us our life again. We need to never lose hope in what is really happening here. We will have our lives back.

Hospital

I had to go to the hospital yesterday. I broke a glass. Shirley and I thought we had every piece. We did not. I stepped on a big sharp piece. Trevor tried to remove it. He could not. To the hospital we went. I have always been afraid of needles. The Nurse told me I might need to get two of them. One tetnus and the another, a freezing agent. I went green. They took me in to get it out. They Doctor could see it. I needed no freezing agent.Just tetnus. That took a few second s of pain. Same with the needle. I passed out shortly after getting got that done. I am so scared of needles and blood tests. I have HD. Scared of all of that. I have HD. Just have to laugh. Laugh so hard. I think it is so ironic and funny. I will have to get used to all of that. My arm and foot hurt still. I can’t hear good. Since I got the tetnus shot. I got a volunteer job here in Creston. I will be working in the toy section at the Gleaners here. They are an association that takes in charity items and gives it away for free, or cheap. They also run a food bank there. One of the Ladies there has HD in their family too. They know about it. I will be volunteering on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I will come in at 8:00 in the moring to 12:00 in the afternoon. I am excited. I feel normal now. Volunteering has that effect for me. My dad wanted me to volunteer. Shirley was thinking Gleaners.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Fight

Hope everyone had good father’s day. I am still feeling irrational. Something needs to happen, when it comes to my meds. I am off my welbrutin. Need to adjust something. I was confused yesterday. Everything confused me. Doing aerobics really confused me. Saturday night I was up all night. I took my meds at eight, and could not sleep. They usually conk me out. They did not. We need to all fight HD together. We need the strength to continue on. Day to day. We need the strength. We have the strength. We are so strong. So brave. Every day we get braver and braver. More tough. Dealing with HD. You have all of this and more. More strength. More bravery. More life. We may not know how strong we are. We have the strength that will help us live with this illness. We have it. Every day we gain more power on our side to fight HD. We are the strong ones. We are the ones that have to fight for our life every day. Fight for our life. Our right to live the way we want too. Always stay strong. Get stronger everyday. Fighting is the only way we know.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Happy Father's Day


Father's Day

I am feeling healthy this morning. Hoping I am healthy all day. Yesterday was the worst HD day ever. I had trouble talking even. It was so bad. It is the really bad days that Trevor gets worried. He can’t bear to see me get sicker. This is only temporary for all of us. No one has to die anymore. HD won’t take us all. Not when we get cured. Trevor and I are going to try and look for funding. He is making less money know. Hopefully they ignore the fact we are married. Two months after we got married, they told us that we sould of not. Two months ago we had to think of that to survive. That is bad. We love being married. My Dad made more. Was married. They got 500 dollars a month. I don’t know how they think that we have all of this money. Learn to accept anything with HD. Anything can and will happen. The better prepared we are the better we can handle things. Let’s build up our defenses for our battle against HD. We need to protect our mind and our soul. These are ours, not HD’s property HD can’t change the person we are. We will always be that person. HD can’t take us away. What we are deep down. Tomorrow is father’s day. I do not know what I would do without my Dad. He is all we have.He is on my and Trevor’s side a 100 percent. He bought this website for me. I would be lost without my Dad. He has been my support all my life. He had to work like crazy to support us. Spent all of our time at Grandma’s house. He is the reason I try hundred percent for. I have HD. I could not afford to pay back student loans. He paid for my school. I paid him back by graduated the top of my class. I studied like crazy at night. When people where parting. My Dad has also made me the caring person. He had to use his first aid and CPR so many times. He saved someone’s car from getting on fire. There was one guy that was going into diabetic coma in our yard. My Dad helped me get together the first version of this site.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Busy Day

We had quite the day today. I have been beyond sick. I tripped all over the place. Hard time walking and balancing. I was so sick. I worried Trevor again. I told him am going to live. We went to the Government offices and got rid of the BC charges. Alberta Health sent us another bill today. We will get rid of it soon. Went to see my Doctor. We are going to wait until my Welbruitin is done before we muck with my meds. They will actually know. Went to see my Phsyio therapist. He wants me to walk around like a robot. We went to the Church here. They help people who are sick and need temporary money. We need it to go to Calgary. They were so nice there. Every Church is part of this. The family meeting is coming up. Want appointments at the end of this month. Had trouble eating the past two days. Let’s fight with everything we got. We need the strength to live day to day. We need the strength in what we believe. The strength that helps us fight, in all ways. We have to win with everyday struggles. We will win. One day it will all be worth it. The day we are cured. The day were our lives are given back. Fight until it gets better. Never forget. We are going to win this fight, in the end. All that we can do is live until it comes. Live and learn to love our lives. That is the struggle there. Every day a new struggle to deal with. Soon we won’t have to struggle again

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Health Care

Still sick with this flu. It makes me feel so week. I need sleeping pills so bad. Tomorrow we have a Docter’s appointment. He will review my meds and hopefully give me sleeping pills. I never used to get all of these flu’s and colds. Now I get every one that comes through here. The Canadian Government is billing us for health care. The Alberta Health Government sent me a bill for 250. I was under my Dad’s plan for years. When I got married Trevor and I were covered under his. They now want 500 dollars for the BC government health. We are covered a hundered percent here. They are paying for my home care. We are upset. It was not long ago they expected us to pay 1000 dollars worth of meds to get covered. We found out last minute that I was covered under my Dad’s plan. Until I am 26. We are upset. They also expect Trevor to take care of me. No money at all. My Dad and Mom were married and got 500 dollars a month. Trevor and I can’t get anything. He is making a lot less. We’re hoping that everything gets better. Everything has to improve. This will all blow over and our pleas will work. This makes us stronger. Trevor and I will become so much stronger. We can only get up from here. Only get better. Our letters will work. Fight with everything we got. Fight for the strength to get through this

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Amazing C0Q10 Breakthrough

A lot of huge breakthroughs this month. We are getting closer and closer to a breakthoughs. This is still our year of breakthroughs. Take our life back. Demand it back.

Pain with Hope

Yesterday I was sick with a flu. I was also having a bad HD day. Really bad. Confused. I put my meal in the cupboard. Got a laugh out of that. I was so sick. We cooked a good slow cooker meal. That was a bad HD day. I felt like I could not think. I have been having a problem. I would be sleeping. I wake up in pain in my arm and I can’t move my hand. It hurts.Home care is moving around. Trevor got new days off. Shirley will be here in twenty minutes. Have to accept I am getting sicker. We all are. Families need accept it too. We are just going to get sicker and sicker. Until we get cured, it will always be this way. Be real with HD. It is not supposed to be the elephant in the room we don’t talk about. My family has always been open about HD. At age 6 I knew I had a fifty-fifty shot of having it. Being open is the only way to be. Being closed off will create more problems. I am glad I know. We can fight HD now. Find the cures that will come soon. Accept HD. This is our reality. Live until we are cured shortly. Accepting is the first key in moving on.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

More Updates

I updated the HD info page.

Forgiveness

I have been hallucinating a lot lately. I was scared last night. Very, very scared. Yesterday I was confused. Could not remember what I was saying to Shirley, my Nurse. I am loving home care. Now we are cleaning the house. Putting away laundry, making beds. Yesterday I was so sick. My chorea was so bad.I can’t believe I was actually scared of home care. I have a fever and a cold today. I am so sick. Lucky’s Godmother will take him out for a walk. I made up with Trevor’s Mom. Nobody thought I would. Trevor did not know either. She apologized, so did I. We are going to her house now twice a month. Forgiveness is good for the soul. It feels good to forgive and forget. Living with hate will get you now where. Let everything go. It does nothing good for a persons health. Life is too short for hate. We have to learn to let go. That would trouble our life in so many negative ways. Move on. Let your body breathe. Being pent up is not good for a person’s heart. No time for hate in our lives.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Irrational Weekend

The past two days have been HD free. Nothing. Just tripping. I have been tripping badly lately. I have been irrational. We are going to reevaluate my meds. We are going to see my family at the end of the month.I told Trevor I missed my family. I am reading most HD studies you have to be 30. That sucks. I can only do a few. I don’t know why they don’t use me. I want to do them so badly. They told Gary about C0Q10 and creatine. We can’t afford them. C0Q10 would cost us 160 dollars for 60 here. My depression is gone. I can eat now too. Let’s live in no fear. We need not fear HD. We must never fear it. If we do, then it has won. Never fear it. Not when we are going to get cured. Today I am going to go over the research podcast. Busy. Sunday is Trevor’s day off. We like to spend it together. The past few days Lucky has been doing aerobics with me. He is getting good. Never ever fear HD. Live your life. Love your life. Let nothing get in the way. Don’t live in the shadows. Come in to the light. The fight is always worth it. Today I am back in home care. Stay with me. Fight with me. Fight together. Courage and strength will show

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Issues

Once again my husband is worried about me. He does not want to lose me. He wants to take me on a trip before I get too sick. We are going to the Queen Charlotte Islands this summer. He has to work ten hour days to try and afford everything. We miss each all of the time. He has gotten his routers and networking parts from his school SAIT. He is going to try and challenge the test here. He needs multiple computers to hook up. I have been depressed for the past three days. Fighting it. I also have a sick stomach. Yesterday night I took the wrong meds. That is why I was up all night. I was so sick. I went to Trevor’s work, into the store. My chorea was so bad. I had to walk really fast to meet him. I pushed it. I looked drunk. I went in there. Every cashier was giving me glare. Did not address me. I went and found one of Trevor’s friends. Trevor told him that I have HD.They weren’t nice at all. Trevor was guessing that they thought I was an alcoholic and would steal something. Otherwise they hate disabled people. I am not either. I just wish that one person I know there knows I have HD. She could of told people.I came home. Somehow again Elissya knew I was upset and came upstairs. That was hard. We have to build up thick skins to deal with this perception. We are all people too. We deserve respect. As we get sicker there will be days like these again. We have to prepare ourselves for the pain. We are going to get it again. We will have days when we are judged, that is life. It is not our fault that we have HD. We did not choose to get this. That is their issues. Not ours. Just remember we are important. Tough skin and strength to fight all ways.

Friday, June 6, 2008

Podcasts again

http://www.patientpower.info/listenhealthtopicdetails.asp?showid=HR060408&Topic=Huntington

Huge Breakthroughs

Yesterday I was so sick. Brain fog. I had trouble making decisions. My Nurse helped me chose food. I could not make a decision. I had bad chorea. Last night I could not sleep. Today will probably be a bad HD day because of that. Angelfire deleted some of my blogs. The last were not on there. No errors here. I went through the Juvenile HD podcast. They have it so rough. There is hope. They estimated that there would be cures and treatments in 5 to 10 years. I was right. My Mom was right. I am not giving false hope. This is real and tangible. We are going to get cured in a few years. I am going to find out about trials so I can help them find it. They need a lot of people to participate so we can have the cures. I have to go listen to the last and my favorite podcast the research one. I added Juvenile HD information, in the HD information page. They are trying to find treatments and cures for all types of HD. I also added something in the hope for the future. I reccomened the podcasts. We are going to live. We don’t have to die anymore. It is real. We can be cured in a few years. We have more going for a rare illness when it comes to getting cures and treatments. We all need to help out too. Plan your future. It is your life, live it. Soon we will be HD free.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

COHORT

Spent yesterday cleaning with my Nurse Shirley. Made a yummy slow cooker meal. I won another award today. It is a Visionary Award. Every one means so much to me. I have two months of blogs to bring over. It should be done today. I listen to the HD Prime of life podcast yesterday. I added new information on HD in the The importance of Testing page. Also the HD information page. They talked about the study COHORT. I have been a part of that for 5 years now. I am so young. My HD is so advanced. I feel I am asset to them. Now I am the age to do other studies. I tried for years. They needed someone who was 25. I have been healthy all day yesterday. I had a night of hallucination terror. I heard someone breaking in again. I kept seeing things. This morning I thought I heard Trevor. He was not there. I feeling more anxious. Let’s loosen HD’s hold on us. Loosen it. We have the right to live our lives. We have the right to fight our for lives. We have the right to believe in our lives. These are our lives. Give them back to us HD. We are fighting for our lives every day we get up. Believe in our right for hope. Our right for our future. This is ours to live in the light. Not in the dark. Or denile. Be strong with me.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Moving

I have gone through half of my blog. I am so sick today. I have
a bad fever. Upset stomach. Yesterday I was healthy again.
No chorea. We found the volunteer center here. Yesterday
we went for a hike with our Lucky. He loved it. Went for a
drive. I love being outside hiking with Trevor. There is a hiking
club here we might join. They go for hikes every Sunday. I
had the day off of home care. We love going for hikes. I can't
wait to have my new blog up. Learn to accept HD for what it is.
This is how we live day to day. We live with HD. It is there. We
can't hide. HD will come and find us. Accept HD. Move on.
Today is the last podcast. I am going to get information for
here from those podcasts. HD will get cured shorty. Accpet
and live until then. Never ever let the hope slide. We know
now that we can have a life. Live with laughter.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Hope

I am moving my blog over to another blog provider. My page is staying here. I do not experience problems with it. Just the blog. It has gonedown so many times. It takes me an hour to fix the errors and blog. Imade the new blog. I started moving every post over. I can't leaveany. The past 3 weeks were getting worse. That black line was notesthetics at first. That was error I had to run with to make it lookgood. I chose the same blogger as Glen form At Risk blog. Hope itworks. I will post here until I get everything transferred over. I wasso healthy yesterday. I just tripped again. My meds are working. Thereis no anger or irrational thinking anymore. I am stable. I have beenhaving the panic attacks again. We need more tic tacs. Follow yourheart when it comes to HD. Got a dream? Got a goal. We are thinking ofgoing to the Queen Charlotte Islands. We were watching a show andwanted to go worse I always wanted to travel. I have not been anywhereuntil I met my Hubby. Never seen the ocean . My dream. Figure outyours. Motivate yourself. Have fun. Smile. Anything is possible. Setyour goals. Live them out. Have fun. We deserve to be happy.


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