Fight With Everything You Got

We are going to get meds. Trevor asked for his check early
form his Dad. We were debating divorce. If we did it we would
have money. We could still be together. They expect Trevor to
take care of us. Insane it is. Trevor has a new job. He will get
benefits in three months. In those three months we are
going to have to pay hundreds of dollars worth of meds.
Today feel a lot healthier. I have a clear mind. Shirley came
over. We started our slow cooker meal. I am not surprised
that Gary does not have his meds working. The Serquil works
for a while. The it gets worse. I am still grieving over Jenny. I
saw some school busses here. I saw the bus I saw on the
news. I still need Trevor to hook up the scanner. He is busy
working two jobs to afford everything. He also does part time
for his Dad. We are fighting HD together. Let’s take the pain
and put that away. We can live without the pain of HD. We can
learn to live without it. HD is fighting against us. It is fight and
we are fighting. Our life is on the line every day. Never give up
fighting. Never stop fighting. Never stop. HD can win. We
cannot let it take our life away. Take away our meaning of
our life. There are so many reasons to fight. We need to live
with HD. We need to live period. We need meaning. A reason
to live. Live and live your life. Accept HD. Accept that we are
getting sicker. We are going to get cured shortly, until that we are sick. Own HD. Own your life living with HD.